Karantina \u00e7o\u011fu insan\u0131n vazge\u00e7ti\u011fi k\u00f6t\u00fc al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klara geri d\u00f6nmesine neden oldu. \u00c7ama\u015f\u0131r suyu koklamaktan vazge\u00e7ip, koridor kenarlar\u0131ndaki toz k\u00fcmelerine bir tekme at\u0131p, kahve e\u015fli\u011finde ne\u015feyle kitap okumaya ge\u00e7mek epey zaman\u0131m\u0131 alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130\u00e7imdeki temizlik a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131, yasak a\u015fklar gibi k\u0131rk kilitli sand\u0131klara kapam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m \u00e7ok uzun y\u0131llar \u00f6nce. Art\u0131k oyuncaklar\u0131 hayvanlar, arabalar, legolar, bebekler olarak kategori ederek toplam\u0131yor, \u00e7oraplar\u0131 kare \u015feklinde ayn\u0131 ebatta katlam\u0131yordum. Giysi ask\u0131lar\u0131 ve \u00e7ekmedeki \u00e7atal b\u0131\u00e7aklar ayn\u0131 y\u00f6ne bakm\u0131yor, hepsi karmakar\u0131\u015f\u0131k, kim kime isterse ona bak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Makineden \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar\u0131 katlayarak \u00e7\u0131karmak, uzundan k\u0131saya do\u011fru s\u0131ralay\u0131p asmak geride kald\u0131 san\u0131yordum. Temizlik sonras\u0131 beyaz \u00e7orap giyip evde gezip, \u00e7orab\u0131n alt\u0131 kirlendiyse tekrar evi silmek, fayans aralar\u0131na di\u015f f\u0131r\u00e7as\u0131yla girmek, kafay\u0131 s\u0131y\u0131rmadan \u00f6nce k\u00fcrdanla ocak kenarlar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131y\u0131rmak bana bir y\u0131ld\u0131z kadar uzakt\u0131. T\u00fcm temizli\u011fi bitirince eline \u0131slak mendil alarak elektrik prizlerini silmenin verdi\u011fi yalanc\u0131 huzurun elinden zor kurtarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m kendimi. Kendimi tedavi etti\u011fimi san\u0131yordum. Art\u0131k do\u011fal deterjanlar\u0131n\u0131 kendi yapan, \u201czehirsiz ev zehirsiz ya\u015fam!\u201d slogan\u0131yla ya\u015fayan rahat ve organik bir hatuna d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc san\u0131yordum. Kendimi eve gelen temizlik\u00e7i ablalar\u0131m\u0131n insaf\u0131na terk etmi\u015ftim nicedir. Y\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn en \u00fcstteki tozlu raf\u0131ndan ben sorumlu de\u011fildim art\u0131k, ya\u015fas\u0131n! \u00d6zg\u00fcrd\u00fcm!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Taaa ki karantinaya kadar. Kirlenme \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm de karantinadaki t\u00fcm \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fckler gibi tutsak olmu\u015ftu. Her \u015fey bir sabah kalk\u0131p i\u00e7ime bir g\u00fcne\u015f gibi dolan dayan\u0131lmaz temizlik iste\u011fiyle ba\u015flad\u0131. D\u0131\u015f kap\u0131y\u0131, asmal\u0131klar\u0131 ve t\u00fcm eski her \u015feyi deliler gibi boyamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m, nerdeyse otob\u00fcs dura\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bile boyayacakt\u0131m. Gidip marketten uzun s\u00fcredir kullanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, bir bidon domestos ald\u0131m. Kapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p bir doz koklamamla i\u00e7imdeki temizlik canavar\u0131, tekrar hortlad\u0131. Sigaray\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131ktan sonra ilk \u00e7ekilen nefes gibiydi. Her \u015fey bir film \u015feridi gibi g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7ti. Hemen camlara bakt\u0131m, d\u0131\u015farda kar ya\u011fm\u0131yordu, Tanr\u0131m camlar \u00e7ok kirliydi, \u00fcstelik d\u0131\u015far\u0131s\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u00fck g\u00fcne\u015flikti. G\u00f6rmeyen g\u00f6zlerim g\u00f6r\u00fcr olmu\u015ftu, zaman\u0131nda nas\u0131l bir perde \u00e7ektiysem art\u0131k. Daha sonra kendimi evdeki t\u00fcm jaluzi perdeleri s\u00f6k\u00fcp, du\u015fa kabinin i\u00e7inde f\u0131r\u00e7ayla k\u00f6p\u00fcrt\u00fcrken buldum. Art\u0131k kendimi kaybetmi\u015ftim, kaloriferlerin mazgallar\u0131n\u0131 kulak pamu\u011fuyla temizleme fikri akl\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yordu. Sonra duvarlar\u0131 neyle silsem diye plan yaparken yakalad\u0131m kendimi. Kendimle \u00e7at\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, en sonunda kendimi kand\u0131r\u0131p i\u015fe koyuluyordum. Allah\u0131m n\u2019olur ben elime hortumu al\u0131p \u00e7at\u0131y\u0131 y\u0131kamadan, bu karantina bitsindi. Durmak, eski kirli g\u00fcnlerime geri d\u00f6nmek istiyordum. Ne de olsa kirlenmek g\u00fczeldi di mi, di mi di mi? S\u00f6yleyin n\u2019olur kirlenmek g\u00fczeldi dimi? HE D\u0130 M\u0130!? <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Karantina \u00e7o\u011fu insan\u0131n vazge\u00e7ti\u011fi k\u00f6t\u00fc al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klara geri d\u00f6nmesine neden oldu. \u00c7ama\u015f\u0131r suyu koklamaktan vazge\u00e7ip, koridor kenarlar\u0131ndaki toz k\u00fcmelerine bir tekme at\u0131p, kahve e\u015fli\u011finde ne\u015feyle kitap okumaya ge\u00e7mek epey zaman\u0131m\u0131 alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130\u00e7imdeki temizlik a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131, yasak a\u015fklar gibi k\u0131rk kilitli sand\u0131klara kapam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m \u00e7ok uzun y\u0131llar \u00f6nce. Art\u0131k oyuncaklar\u0131 hayvanlar, arabalar, legolar, bebekler olarak kategori ederek toplam\u0131yor, \u00e7oraplar\u0131… Daha fazlas\u0131n\u0131 oku »Kirlenme \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"neve_meta_sidebar":"","neve_meta_container":"","neve_meta_enable_content_width":"","neve_meta_content_width":0,"neve_meta_title_alignment":"","neve_meta_author_avatar":"","neve_post_elements_order":"","neve_meta_disable_header":"","neve_meta_disable_footer":"","neve_meta_disable_title":"","_ti_tpc_template_sync":false,"_ti_tpc_template_id":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/temaslisozluk.com\/sozluk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/486"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/temaslisozluk.com\/sozluk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/temaslisozluk.com\/sozluk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/temaslisozluk.com\/sozluk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/temaslisozluk.com\/sozluk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=486"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/temaslisozluk.com\/sozluk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/486\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":841,"href":"http:\/\/temaslisozluk.com\/sozluk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/486\/revisions\/841"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/temaslisozluk.com\/sozluk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=486"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/temaslisozluk.com\/sozluk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=486"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/temaslisozluk.com\/sozluk\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=486"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}